| Mary Carla ( @ 2009-05-03 02:06:00 |
Alanis
You're unsure and you're not ready, so that must mean I want you. You're unavailable and disinterested, and to you I look for comfort. A million times, in a million ways, I will try to change you. A million months and a million days I'll try to somehow convince you. I have waited for you and adjusted for you, and I'm done. I have deferred to you and enabled you, and I'm done. You're too young, or you're too old, or you're simply not inclined. You're asleep, or you're withholding; be that my cue to crave you. Several times, in several ways, I'll try to squeeze love from you. Several hours and several ways I'll feast on scraps thrown from you.
I have bent for you, and I've deprived for you, and I'm done. I have depressed for you, and contorted for you, and I'm done. I have stifled for you, and I've compromised for you, and I'm done. I have silenced for you, and sacrificed for you; and I'm done. It won't be long before I am reclaimed. It won't take long, and I'll be on path again. It won't be easy for us to disengage. I'm at the end of self-deprivation stage...Several times every several days I've tried to un-crush on you.
You're unsure and you're not ready, so that must mean I want you. You're unavailable and disinterested, and to you I look for comfort. A million times, in a million ways, I will try to change you. A million months and a million days I'll try to somehow convince you. I have waited for you and adjusted for you, and I'm done. I have deferred to you and enabled you, and I'm done. You're too young, or you're too old, or you're simply not inclined. You're asleep, or you're withholding; be that my cue to crave you. Several times, in several ways, I'll try to squeeze love from you. Several hours and several ways I'll feast on scraps thrown from you.
I have bent for you, and I've deprived for you, and I'm done. I have depressed for you, and contorted for you, and I'm done. I have stifled for you, and I've compromised for you, and I'm done. I have silenced for you, and sacrificed for you; and I'm done. It won't be long before I am reclaimed. It won't take long, and I'll be on path again. It won't be easy for us to disengage. I'm at the end of self-deprivation stage...Several times every several days I've tried to un-crush on you.